Round 3 - Day 6 - Flashback to a Bad Place
It's been a weird day - I woke up early - even though we went to bed late. Started the day feeling OK, but then slowly started to fall into a weird world of my own. It was a return to the last round.
Tired, grumpy, snappy, irritable, short fuse - frankly I hated my own company. Throughout the morning I seemed to wind myself up, become frustrated with everything I did or anyone else did. No sense of reason, just being bloody grumpy. If I'm like this when I'm old, shoot me !
Nat and Lewis had to visit Kingston, so they escaped me for a few hours to do what they needed to do. I wouldn't have been surprised if they had stayed out most of the day to avoid me. I stayed home and did a few bits while amusing Ollie, before he decided his mates were much more fun on his X-Box - so I went for a lie down.
Which is what I spent most of the afternoon doing. Sleeping, being miserable, grumpy, aching.
I woke up to a great smell of cooking. Nat's home made curry. Yum. It was a much needed family dinner and nice to sit around the table chatting over dinner.
Still feeling tired and honestly looking forward to bed - knowing tomorrow will be a new day, another nights sleep, repair time, rest time - both physically and mentally.
I'm putting today down as my "bad day" - I only had one last round - I don't plan any more like this. Feel like I let team Cookie down today. New Day tomorrow.
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Tired, grumpy, snappy, irritable, short fuse - frankly I hated my own company. Throughout the morning I seemed to wind myself up, become frustrated with everything I did or anyone else did. No sense of reason, just being bloody grumpy. If I'm like this when I'm old, shoot me !
Nat and Lewis had to visit Kingston, so they escaped me for a few hours to do what they needed to do. I wouldn't have been surprised if they had stayed out most of the day to avoid me. I stayed home and did a few bits while amusing Ollie, before he decided his mates were much more fun on his X-Box - so I went for a lie down.
Which is what I spent most of the afternoon doing. Sleeping, being miserable, grumpy, aching.
I woke up to a great smell of cooking. Nat's home made curry. Yum. It was a much needed family dinner and nice to sit around the table chatting over dinner.
Still feeling tired and honestly looking forward to bed - knowing tomorrow will be a new day, another nights sleep, repair time, rest time - both physically and mentally.
I'm putting today down as my "bad day" - I only had one last round - I don't plan any more like this. Feel like I let team Cookie down today. New Day tomorrow.
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